Coffee Chat Continued

Today's coffee chat subject was regarding friendships and how we perceive them. Brady and I discussed the fact that we're very similar; I'm not sure if that's nurture or nature. We'll discuss me. I don't honestly want to be part of "a group", so then why do I feel MILDLY slited when I'm not invited? I told Brady, I used to want the garden club to ask to include my house on a tour; however, I never would have accepted because I'd go insane with the thought of people traipsing through my house. I have the insecurity of wanting to be accepted followed by wanting seclusion. I'm a dilemma and need a more insightful mind's guidance.

Today's coffee chat subject was our feeling about an afterlife both belief and fear vs acceptance. We don't do "what are you doing today" chats often.